Emmanuel

2011-03-04T00:43:00.001+08:00

It's been months.. but now i have no where to turn to but this.

2010-12-24T02:10:00.003+08:00

....Pathetic.. isn't it.

E doesn't respond at all.... No idea where she is...
Specially now...
For once i need her to talk to more than she needs to talk to me..
And Guess what..
She isn't there...

But still.. I've never had any1 to turn to......
No one..

Hidden in Every line there's a measure of pain there..
Hidden in every rhyme.... my emotions buried.
Hidden with every word.. My thoughts..... away.

You know.
X told me once she was lonely.. that it sucked being alone.
I always said I'm used to it..
Truth is..
I've never gotten used to being alone.....
How can I ?

The empty chair.
The empty conversations
The painful silence..
The torment of feelings bottled up ?
I know them too well.

You say You are like Who I am ?
I say you have no idea...

I can see from where I stand.. You aren't alone.....
You chose to be alone..

I didn't.. I never chose to be alone.
I am Alone.

Yes I Do.

2010-04-17T16:27:00.001+08:00

Yes, i like her. stop asking..

Jere has done the impossible !

2010-03-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

If you zoom into the picture you can see that....

I have passed every module this semester !
(though you do see a few "fails" in some tests and etc lol)

Thank you God !
And Hip Hip Hurray !
Whats my GPA ? I can only estimate cause they didn't calculate.. or least they changed the website layout.. doesn't show the GPA anymore T_T...

It's a

C
C+
B
B

so... means it's

2.0 + 2.5 + 3 + 3 = 10.5

10.5 / 4 = 2.625

(2.625 + 2.95) / 2 = 2.7875

So i got a total GPA of 2.8 (round up.. being optimistic here?)

YAY. I... SUCK !

okay.. not so bad.. i should be happy i didn't fail anything.. hate to retake anything..
Thank you God !

Possibly a new song.

2010-03-16T01:59:00.004+08:00

All made by You

The Sun, The Stars
The Sky and the Moon.
All made by You.

The Night and The Day
The seasons that Change.
All conceived by You.

And the Greatest thing You've done
Is to give your only son.

Oh How Great is the God on high
The One who made it all
How Great is the God on high
The One who made me Strong
How Great is the God on high
The One who gave it all
How Great is the God on high
Who sacrificed his Life.
(Back to the top)

2010-03-13T15:11:00.001+08:00

yays to horrible me!

BF;BC2

2010-03-12T02:16:00.000+08:00

I Am EPIC WINZ!!!!

In The Moments Of Being Sober. In my Moments of being unafraid.

2010-02-23T03:01:00.003+08:00

Everyday I see, new beginnings
Because of what You've done.
Every Night, I know there's more to come.
Because of Your only Son.

It's not cause Of Who I Am
It's not cause Of what I've done
It's not cause of who I'll Be.
It's Cause of Who You Are.

God Above,
You've shown me all Your Love
All Your Promises Fulfilled
Lord, You never fail.
Oh God Above,
Never Leave me.
When The Seas All Rise
Let Me Fly, On Eagle's wings
(though the audio says I Will Fly...... change it(in your mind).. hard to record a properly sung song)

Cheers To the horrid Guitar playing..
Double Cheers to the Horrid Singer.

Stage 2 ?

2010-02-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

As a little... well.. boredom sorta... I'm gonna post a reworked version of the song.

Everyday I see, new beginnings
Because of what You've done.
Every Night, I know there's more to come.
Because of Your only Son.

It's not cause Of Who I Am
It's not cause Of what I've done
It's not cause of who I'll Be.
It's Cause of Who You Are.

God Above,
Show me All Your Love.
Let Your Promises be Fulfilled
Cause You never fail.
Oh God Above,
Never Leave me.
When The Seas All Rise
I will fly, On Eagle's Wings.

A Few of the words have been changed.. and i played around the chord progression. Soon Soon.

I will fly

2010-02-15T03:07:00.004+08:00

Everyday I see, new beginnings
Because of what You've done.
Every Night, I know there's more to come.
Because of who You Are.

It's not cause Of Who I Am
It's not cause Of what I've done
It's not cause of who I'll Be.
It's Cause of Who You Are.

You Are God Above,
Who gave me All Your Love
All Your Promises fulfilled
You Never Fail
You Are God Almighty
You'll never leave,
When Storms and seas all rise,
I will fly,
with You, On Eagle's Wings.

All the words seem to be from like here and there... Feels so unoriginal... but.. it's a song.. which i made with.. lot and lots of impulse... as in i just wrote these lyrics.. and tada.. under 30 mins i wrote this..
It's not very well done.. but.. o well.

Yes, Yes.. House Clean.

2010-02-14T01:36:00.001+08:00

1.30am.. they're still cleaning..
THEIR STUFF..
Not mine..
Hah.

2010-01-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

You'll never fail.

Broken and Lost
Hopeless and Weak
That's how you found me
But still you took me in

And You've never left me.
You gave it all for me.

So Every move I make.
I'll do it in Your name
Every Step take
I know You'll lead me all the way.
With Love You gave me Peace
With Love You gave me Joy
All This never ending
Because I know You'll never fail me..

As a new day arrives
With worries in my mind
But I have no fears
Cause You Are near.

A watch for calculative-ness

2010-01-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

Ever wondered why i take notice of the oddest things ? i mean as in timing.

Like the traffic light at my house at the indian temple, takes 2mins and 39 secs to change. Somewhat.

Or the traffic light to bugis.

3mins 19 secs.

Or even the timing the bus comes.

Like 7.55am
then before that would be 7.48am

Or perhaps even the timing of the train.

The train always comes at

7.43, 7.48, 7.53, 7.57, 8.03, 8.07, 8.13, 8.17, 8,22, 8,27, 8.33.

These are all the times the train to woodlands reaches newton mrt station. in the morning. And they're usually accurate... perhaps sometimes being 1 or 2 mins off (whether earlier or later)

It's odd i have such a notice of time.. perhaps it's cause in the morning there's nothing to do really.. but to calculate.

I used to have a wrist watch.. i used it to calculate exact timings.
When to walk out of the house, roughly how fast to walk so that i do not need to stop walking when i hit the traffic light.. so on and so forth..
Abit silly but it was what i did, for a while.

I don't know why im posting this.. it.s 12.30am.. and i should sleep, but i'm just waiting for replies... probably finish chatting then i'll sleep =).

Dying...Dying... Dying

2010-01-18T13:52:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH....
Okay I feel like dying.. it's monday...

PHP programming day.

I hate PHP.. like alot.. i could never really comprehend the idea of PHP... the language is just too foreign to me.. >_>....

least in Java i still can figure out lots of stuff... cause i have base knowledge.. in php ? NOTHING !

o yeh ... my course.

Dear Student,

Previously, you have selected Wireless Computing as your first choice for Specialization in your 3rd year modules.

This is to inform you that you have successfully been allocated for Wireless Computing as your specialization in Year 3 DIT based on your previous selection.

For this specialization, you need to complete and pass the following 5 modules.

Modules in highlight – offered in the coming 2010/2011 Semester 1

C341 Wireless Communications

C342 Wireless Lan and Security

C345 Wireless Apps and Games Development

C343 Mobile Networks

C344 Broadband Wireless Access

well wireless computing. not so bad. Alot of programming (great...) but least no PHP.. i hope >_>...

The 3rd one.. Wirelss Apps and Games developement seems interesting =D...

All these has to do with handphones... btw.. if none of you guys knew.

Comon school quickly finish. i wannar go home! D=

The Tune Revised, The Song Rewritten.

2010-01-15T14:06:00.004+08:00

(D) (A)
How Can it be?
(D) (G)
That my King would die for me
(D)
All of Heaven
(A)
Wept that day
(D) (G)
The day that He was crucified.

(D) (A)
Rejoice, For He still lives.
(D) (G)
He rose again, and vanquished sin.
Rejoice, For He is alive.
He repaid my debt with his Sacrifice.

(Repeat song)

I'm alive, because of what He's done
Standing here, giving praise.
All of Earth
Shall bow down.
When He comes back again!

Rejoice, For He still lives.
He rose again, and conquered Death.
Rejoice, For He is alive.
He repaid my debt with his Sacrifice.

Another new ?

2010-01-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

How is it possible
He would die for me.
The weaver of Time itself,
Didn't stop to Live.

How is it Conceivable
That God would care for me.
Even with all I've done
Nothing matters to Him.

How can this be,
That God would know of me?

It's hard to imagine,
I'm loved by The Lord.
He humbly stepped down to man,
and died on that cross.
It's hard to imagine,
I'm still worthy to live.
All that i can do now,
Is give Him praise.

A new song.

2010-01-06T01:52:00.003+08:00

I've only manage to get perhaps a chorus out. But it always starts somewhere

Oh How is it possible
The Weaver of Time
Would Die For Me?
Oh How is it conceivable
The Ruler of Heaven
cares for me ?
How can this Be
That A God would know of me
It's hard to imagine
That I'm Loved by God, A King.

i can't think of any other words now.. This is just a chorus..

Tis a day.. Unfulfilled.. For now.

2009-12-30T02:43:00.002+08:00

there isn't much to say anymore than that.

ASD4

2009-12-28T09:03:00.002+08:00

Sunday wasn't so bad.. But i didn't bother posting again cause I was a wee bit lazy....
Had a annoying dream. Which btw is bad cause it's a dream related to a game... And which means im playing too much of that game or something....
I AM NOT going to mention what the game is i dreamt about...
Even i feel embarrassed about it ~_~......

Mmmm Tmr is my day... But im not going anywhere.. or doing anything.. Fun. Isn't it.

ASD3

2009-12-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

Today was much better... My mood has lightened up by a lot..
Perhaps it's because i was making myself preoccupied most of the day..... well night.
I was suppose to attend End of Year again Cosplay event... There were 3 reasons why i didn't go.

1. My Costume was still washing.. Though i could have dried it before
2. I kinda decided not to go 2 months ago.....
3. YA Christmas Party > EoYA

Heh....
The Christmas party was nice.. i got a nice present.. WHICH btw is still in church ~_~.. forgot to bring it home.. sigh...
It's eau de toilette (And for those who don't understand that..it's a type of perfume.. like cologne)
Mm maybe I'll use it >_>...

somehow.. it felt more cheerful than Christmas day itself......

ASD2

2009-12-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

Some1 told me i was a little too gloomy today..
I wouldn't disagree... I didn't feel much of any joy..... not very jolly either..
Some Christmas...
I actually didn't bother much to go for service... I just stay around in church.. seeing people talk to one another.. Putting up that somewhat "smilie" face i have....

There isn't much to do when every1's not around.. or least most of your friends aren't around..
I went home around 3pm... quite early i guess.. since every1 left a little later.

The YA's Party is tmr.. I'm gonna make myself enjoy it i guess..... I still need to get a present for the gift exchange... But i have to go visit my Cousin first.. They got a new house or something..... Sigh.. Annoying.

Absolute Silence.

2009-12-25T02:03:00.004+08:00

You know the holidays give a nice break.. But with too much time.. you get alot of time to think.. The more you think, the more emotional you get. You become more prone to sadness..

I've notice... How much I need people... As much I strive towards the idea of being a lone wolf.. I can't. I've always tried.....

Why? It's not very complicated..
But i don't want to say it out either.

It's 02 20 hours now... I can't sleep.. Because i can't make myself face tmr with optimism...

Dorcas said i was a little cold these few days..
I think i can explain why.
It's just that time of year... where my hopes.. and dreams.. fade away.
And it's that time of year.. I ask God.. Why?
It's the time of year.. For Solitude.

2009-12-25T01:38:00.006+08:00

Christmas this year ? I haven't had much thought on it... I kind of threw away all thoughts of Christmas and my birthday down the well/drain after i knew the TMT Dates.

All will be missed this year...
Specially Christmas.
Perhaps it's one of the first few times I don't even want to celebrate it.
Of course i know It's about the Birth of Christ.
But... You no longer have the morale not the feelings to do it. Knowing You'd do it alone...
It's odd... this year..... i actually felt lonely.. i actually cried.... i felt... sadness....

But i guess some of them at TMT do remember about me. They wished me before they left.
I didn't want to hear it.. Just makes it more painful to forget about it.p..
But least I had a few wishes... That perhaps counts...

Why?

2009-12-23T23:48:00.009+08:00

Why?

All that I've done to You.
Still You followed me Through.
All that I've said to You
And Yet You loved me still.

How could I ever understand
How will I ever understand....

Why You gave it all for me,
Why You chose to die on the tree.
Why You came back to life.
And Saved me.
You Saved me

And all of these things I've done
And Still you forgave with love.
Of All the times I've Turned Astray
Still you bring me back to The Way.

How will I ever understand
How will I ever understand...

Why You gave it all for me,
Why You chose to die on the tree.
Why You came back to life.
And Saved me.
You Saved me

Why You came down to Earth
Why You came down to serve
Why You chose to save
And gave Your Life Away
You gave Life away.

I will never understand,
How much You Love me.
But still I will know.
That A father loves me so
Yes, He loves me so.

So Why You gave it all for me, (Because He Loves me)
Why You chose to die on the tree. (Oh He Loves me)
Why You came back to life.
And Saved me.
You Saved me
Why You came down to Earth (Yes, He Loves me)
Why You came down to serve (Because He Loves me)
Why You chose to save (All because He Loves me)
And gave Your Life Away
You gave Life away.

Because You Love Me.

Very Long song i might add... I'm abit lazy to record it.. Possibly too tedious because it's a really long song...

How was it ?

2009-12-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

Well i just came back from the YA retreat.
I don't have any fantastic to share.
The place we went to... Tanjong Sutera (i think thats whats it's called.... thats another name.. don't know whats the spelling)

It's an interesting resort.. you know the beach you normally have.. filled with people.. enjoying the sand..

well There we had about 20+ YA people enjoying the rocks.. it's all rocks.....

About 10 of us tried to scale the really rocky parts of the beach... We made it of course... It was tough... none of us fell... thats a good thing.

As for the resort itself... It's just bug infested.. I can't imagine ... perhaps emelyne sleeping there... hhahaha.. there are like lizards and bugs everywhere....
A roach actually crawled up my shirt yesterday.. bleh..

well the speaker is okay i guess.. every1 says he's funny.. i find him.. OKAY i guess.
He can keep me Entertained..As for funny? nah.

How nice the clouds were

2009-12-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

On the train home today.. i couldn't help but look to the skies..
The clouds were so pretty.......
The last time i remember seeing those type of clouds was in malaysia.
You know.. the long bus rides... you'd just stare into the sky or something and you see the passing clouds..

Today.
Listening to calming music..
Looking at the clouds in the sky..
A sense of serenity emerged.
The last day of school.. my worries and frustrations were gone..
But it won't last forever..
Very soon.. school will start again..And every sense of relieve.. will be gone.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL NE NENENE!

2009-12-14T09:27:00.002+08:00

LETS MAKE A SONG

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
NENENENE!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
YEYEYEYEYE!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
NENENENE!!!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
YEHHHHHHH

weee!~

something.. more imminent

2009-12-01T22:30:00.001+08:00

sigh.. which to choose......Ugh....
Im scared of coding... And yet scared of maths.. but im interested in both of these specializations of IT....

sigh...

decisions.. decisions........

This, i got till thursday to decide
My Project presentation ? I got till friday to worry..
Doh -.-

2009-12-01T11:27:00.000+08:00

Self reminder for friday >_>

Let me Spell it out for you

2009-12-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

I don't like that person.
Simple.
Stop bugging me about it.

The song i loved.

2009-11-30T13:38:00.002+08:00

this is a very old video.. i played the song on an electric i had in my house at the time.

It made me feel... it made me remember... how much i loved the song..
And how much i still do.

By the end of december.. I want to learn finish the song i never completed.

Yes, i must.... i promised myself...

My Savior.

2009-11-30T00:43:00.004+08:00

This is my God, My Savior

His blood was shed.
His hands were pierced
On the cross Jesus had died
He was crucified.

He Showed His love,
And yet betrayed.
But still He chose to forgive,
And washed my sins away.

The Everlasting God above, Who showed His amazing love.
He loves me so, He gave it all for me.
Eternal God who rules above and came down to die.
For my life, For my life.

The titles are not always meant to be part of the song. But to describe this song truly. It would need it's own title.
Not a title that's part of it. But a title that stands for it.

I realised... this song sounds so much better with a girls voice..
Or least i reckoned it would -.-..

I will.....

2009-11-20T00:05:00.007+08:00

I will Sing

A countless stars above,
You know their names.
Countless lives You've saved,
Through amazing grace.

And Now I am saved
And that I know I'm free.

I will sing like I've never sung before,
I will dance like it'll be my last!
I will shout for joy at the miracles I see,
Cause I know they're by Your hands
Amazing God.

You are God above
Who came down to die.
Suffered and Trailed
My sin cleansed with Your Blood.

* I can't tell if it's correct to put Sung or Sang.

I wanted to put a recording up.. but the chords made me change my mind.. a bit too... how to say.. unsure about it XD. And i only know how to play it on a single string.. if i were to do a Chord... that be a problem..

The way I was. The way I will be.

2009-11-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

Caught in the half-light, I'm caught alone
Waking up to the sunrise and the radio
Feels like I'm tied up, what's holding me?
Just praying today will be the day I go free

I want to live like there's no tomorrow
I want to dance like no one's around
I want to sing like nobody's listening
Before I lay my body down
I want to give like I have plenty
I want to love like I'm not afraid
I want to be the man I was meant to be
I want to be the way I was made

Made in Your likeness, made with Your hands
Made to discover who You are and who I am
All I've forgotten help me to find
All that You've promised let it be in my life

This song suddenly started ringing in my head.... The chorus seems so .... great =D

Micheal Bolton

2009-11-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

heh, still one of my favorite singers =D...

Love his voice.

Specially in this next video..

..

Well this week sucks.. 2 tests

Screwed up a little of today's one with careless mistakes. (well not really, when it comes to Javacoding.... careless mistakes are just mistakes)...Sigh.. o well.. PHP test is on thursday.

AND I AM GONNA DIEEE

camp deadness

2009-11-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

Sore Throat. Mouth pain (ulcerish)
Leg pain..
Eye pain
Arm Pain..
Headache..
And seriously tired..

What more can you ask from a camp with 25+++ little terrors
hahahaha.

It's not that i mind.. just that i Hate that campsite...rofl.

You should seriously see it. It's Horrid + ble.

Lol... but overall it's okay... just annoying to keep the kids in check all the time.

No. Not Again.

2009-11-08T20:58:00.001+08:00

I've got a bad premonition..

I feel as if.. it's going to happen agian.

NO!. It cannot.

I cannot do it again.

Not this time.

Don't let it happen again.. Not now. Not ever.

Everlasting, Eternal

2009-11-06T14:40:00.003+08:00

The Everlasting God who showed all the love He Could.
He loves me so. He Loves me so.
Eternal King who rules above and came down to die.
For my life. For my life.

Blood was shed.
His hands were pierced
On the Cross my Savior had died.
He was crucified

Showed His love
And yet betrayed
but still he forgave
All my wrongs. All my Sin.

Simple Song. Quickly made.

re written. Revision.

2009-11-06T01:09:00.004+08:00

He will come.

When I feel, low and down.
Like an arrow's through my heart.
I won't despair, for hope is never lost.
God is here, God is near.

(And)
He Will come, through the darkness.
Light the way, with a mighty Flame.
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When you feel, the World's against you.
When you see, No one's around.
You can trust, help from above.
You can believe, You will Believe.

all too cheesy bleh.

2009-11-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

Song too long. Fingers too pain.

Would love to record properly the song...so least people know what it sounds like =X...

But i lost my guitar pick.. and it sounds horrid without it.... (i tried i know)

And the song's a wee bit long... =X.

To Move on. To Strive On !

2009-11-01T01:15:00.005+08:00

I wrote this song in very very (and i mean very) short moment of inspiration.. it's the quickest song I've ever written. But somehow the words just came into mind so quickly i wrote it down...

And Donchano! a Song was formed.

He will come.

When you feel, low and down.
Like an arrow's through your heart.
Don't despair for hope shall never fade.
God will help, God will make a way.

He Will come, through the darkness.
Light the way, Like mighty Flame.
He will be, your salvation
The Answer to all your pain.
He shall be your guiding light,
for the rest of your days.

When you feel, the World's against you.
When you feel, no one's around.
You can trust, help from above.
You can believe, You will Believe.

He Will come, through the darkness.
Light the way, Like mighty Flame.
He will be, your salvation
Light the fire, to sing him praise.
He's your guide, your shinning light.
He will never leave your life.

Words/ A song of encouragement for my JC friends studying now =).

And Feel I belong.

2009-10-30T13:08:00.006+08:00

I'm Still Here
I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway...
You don't know me,
And I'll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
The don't know me,
'Cause I'm not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
They can't see me,
But I'm still here.

They can't tell me who to be,
'Cause I'm not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin',
While I keep on dreamin' for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I'll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They're the ones that stay the same.
I'm the one now,
'Cause I'm still here.

I'm the one,
'Cause I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.

No one. To everyone.

2009-10-30T01:17:00.005+08:00

A Riddle to see
To see the hidden words inside of me,
one must shed light behind all the words i speak.
It is covered and different from all that i say.
To hide the feelings I've kept everyday.
------------------------------------------------

I know I shouldn't be thinking of this.. so why am I?

I am, just another face. To everyone i trust, do they trust me ?
I am, just another person.Am I just only there, to entertain them?
I am, Insignificant. If i were gone, nothing would change.
I am, Irrelevant. If i were to disappear, who would care eventually?
I am, alone.........Who am I to become but dust.

With the morrow's end.
I shalln't return.
For what and who am I,
that my fate, would turn.
I am a candle, to only my own darkness.
And redundant to everyone else's. -NJ

What is the meaning of this?

2009-10-24T22:14:00.004+08:00

Justice... Where is it.

How far?

2009-10-23T00:48:00.006+08:00

Telunas ? Sounds like a long shot.

But, Im not planning so i won't say anything (i think i just did) [oops? =P]

Well if all goes well, why not.

If not, why not try something less... how to say.. ambitious? Maybe ? heh.

School's a bummer. I don't like my Facilitators. They all seem boring... not like my previous semester one. That was fine and fun. They seem to connect with the class more... This time it's more like the class trying to connect with the Faci.

Well I'm still much of a slacker, I manage to find a way to get through the student firewall in school. Been playing games in class... but of course, im not all that bad.. i still do my work.... i still getting DECENT (yes DECENT not the best, just decent) grades.

It's only the 3rd week and I'm already thinking of the 10th week where school would end. Sigh.. how idiotic... Well gotta sleep now.

Oh Final Year, soon to end
For my life anew, may soon begin
If not, the same. With the people I still know
If not, different, then who do i Follow?
All so much to think about
Yet too little time to have doubts.
I must venture on to the new year ahead
I will not falter, I will fight instead.

(random)
I feel exceptionally Pessimistic about things now. And Im forcing myself to be the opposite..

How annoying.

Faith is Lost. Bent and Broken.

2009-10-20T13:34:00.003+08:00

It's been a long road, getting from there to here.
I's been a long time, but my time is finally near.
And I can feel the change in the wind right now. Nothing's in my way.
And they?re not gonna hold me down no more, no they're not gonna hold me down.

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

It's been a long night. Trying to find my way.
Been through the darkness. Now I finally have my day.
And I will see my dream come alive at last. I will touch the sky.
And they're not gonna hold me down no more, no they're not gonna change my mind.

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

I've known the wind so cold, I've seen the darkest days.
But now the winds I feel, are only winds of change.
I've been through the fire and I've been through the rain.
But I'll be fine ...

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

Do I ?

A new song ? Maybe not

2009-10-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

I've realised something.

All I've done, they're all useless and they're all.... lousy.

So.. I think i better quit..No more songs. I'm not meant for them.

The final fall

2009-10-13T01:32:00.005+08:00

Ever been to places that you really felt scared?
Not because it's dark, not because it's abandon.
Imagine just walking into a HBD block in broad daylight and feel scared.

It wasn't scary because We had to knock on their doors, but i could just feel... a dark.. presence.. somehow surrounding me when i went there. I could see day light, so close... but yet it felt like the night had come.

You could see as you walked passed each house, so many Altars.... So many, idols....It was like hope had vanish from the place. All it was filled with... darkness, false hope... However, there were still houses, clinging on to Faith. Clinging on to Salvation.

Just made me think....

Even in a place so haunted, so darkened. A flicker of Light would still exist.

Perhaps it's truly, spirits that exist in our world.

That was close.

2009-10-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

Ever had a close-blackout infront of a crowd ?..
Bet not.

Well almost happened today.. right at the line "I will be still" i blacked out for like 2 secs...my vision went completely dark for that moment haha.... quite scary.. i was thinking

"Oh bloody hell not here and not now"

Then the lights came back on and I was relieved.. sorta haha...

Well that was funny now that i'm thinkin' about it.

well.... today will be the last time I'll lead worship. Ever. I (Don't want)won't lead again, i don't have the capabilities. In my eyes, i dun qualify, and i think in others... I'm not doing that well either. I'm giving up just for short...
I don't want to rely on a team anymore...... I want to be able to least do more than just coordinate(not doing particularly well in that area either) and conjure up a song list (Conjure! yes i said conjure!, that's cause i don't really know if It's from above or from my mind/heart)..
Perhaps thats why I'll stop for now. Hurts me deeply when i feel that I'm just making my team frustrated.. and i can't really keep a team up when i myself have little control eh?

Sorry Guys, i just suck.
Like.. Really suck.
I'll stick to my less-suck thing. Called back-up.

o well, anyways... The fair today was cool. i was at the Art booth all the way.. yes and i know people noticed.... =.=..... well i kinda Plastic Forming (In this case we're using SMPs!)...
Okay a bit a DnT student right now...

Basically today what you see at the booth is a type of Shape Memory Plastic (Or polymer). Imagine a piece of plastic, about 0.7cm in thickness was heated and pressed into thin sheets of plastic (Like transparencies). So you could draw whatever you wanted on them. When re-heated, these Thermoplastics would form back (thats why it's called shape memory) into their original thickness.

See, DnT Is fun =D!...

You can try heating the plastic lightly and bending, twisting it.... (not breaking it of corse).... when heated, it goes back to it's original shape =D..
I did this in Sec 3 DnT! Was fun... learned how to make grooves pop up in plastics too lol.....

Many months ago

2009-10-09T21:23:00.005+08:00

MMm back a few months ago, the BB and GB were having their last parade before the june holidays. They had activities in church, which was... well Hide and seek..

One of the targets was me... and i was hiding in the basement.. that's all they knew..

So off they went to find me.

They went to the Youth room

And even the Old YA room.

but yet.. they couldn't find me at all.. they searched for 10mins+++ over... well actually it was 20mins++ they checked the basement like over 5 times.. i could tell.. cause i can see everything..

Enlarge the photo.. can you see where i am in this picture ? haha... they walked right passed me.. All the time.. and eventually kenneth had to ask me to let them win. O well..Good hiding place though...... But well, it wasn't very.. airy there...It was really really hot =.=....

Fun times.. fun times.

Glimmer of Hope.

2009-10-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

Well. First week (well technically tmr is my last lesson for the week

Not so bad i guess... all days were good, but they're bound to get worse... lessons will get harder and all.. Sigh.. school.. o well. Holidays are over and i got 10 more weeks to go! Comon!

Upside, i think I impressed my Piano Teacher today..... Kinda played a few pieces i picked up (by myself).. so he gave me one to self learn.. it's kinda cool, it's a jazz piece.. or was it blues.. bleh i can't remember.

The 2nd day of anew.

2009-10-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

New class this semester. But i'm still with 2 of my previous classmates, Tommy and Oliver. I can say that the first 2 days were okay. I kinda slacked today though, perhaps it's because today was too easy and i kinda just felt like not doing.

I made acquaintances in class, just because they're my group members. I guess i should be open, i am probably gonna see a few of them in my year 3 since we're all in SIT-DIT.

O yes and did you know I've hurt my back? Cause of it, not really known. Probably sitting at this chair too much i guess... Bad posture... or maybe it adds up with the push-ups i was doing earlier.
I had already kinda, hurt my back about 2 weeks ago trying to train push-ups. Kinda realized one night it hurt quite bad so i stopped... didn't continue training after that, guess i forgot. But about Wednesday, the back pain came back. And well, it hasn't stopped since then and has only gotten worse. I don't want to see a doctor for this, mainly cause I got my project that's due on Thursday that I just finished.. maybe i'll see the doctor tmr... or on thursday. If this problem persist that is. I'm already taking supplements and panadol to ease the pain. Master of self-remedies I am definably not, but i always try....

God heal me.
God bless me, help me. Like you always have.

I don't think I've ever mention how much I've always relied on God when it comes academically.
I don't think it's cause I'm not academically inclined. I guess i just don't do enough. But i thank God that through so many occasions he's pulled me through.

From Sec 2, He's helped me through every major exam (mainly EoY i guess). He got me into sec 3... then into sec 4. I know I practically was counting on him after i took my O'level papers. I had a good feeling i wouldn't do well, But still i did manage to get through, with 26 points. Yes noticed i bold them, ohno I'm not ashamed of that 26 points. I'm just glad that God gave me enough to get into Poly. And now I'm in RP, School of Information Technology (SIT) And Diploma in Information Technology (DIT).
Many people I know never expected the things that came in their courses they've picked. I don't ever complain about me being in RP (okay i do complain a little bit about the distance, but i dun really care really....) Or what diplo I'm taking.
I'm just grateful to God, he has provided me with everything I wanted. And even though it may not seem the best in our eyes, i know He has his plans for me. No matter how many times I screw up, no matter how many times i fail, I'll still be in his plans. I know it.......

Let me finish my 2nd year of Poly God. I'm not asking you to give me results, I'm asking to help me with my results. I thank you for allowing me to get enough GPA for the previous sem to still maintain a GPA of 2.9 (it's 2.93 now.. was 29.5). Thank you. Help me through another semester again.

I can't smile without You

2009-10-04T00:54:00.001+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

I like this song =P

NEW COMPUTER. PROJECT SUBMITED. I FEEL ANEW!

2009-09-30T01:21:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOO PROJECT FINALLY FINISHED LALALALALA..

Okay sort of. i still have to probably redo it. Im sure... i just submitted it to my Adviser and i think he (i think... my adviser is a guy) will probably tell me what to improve..

TILL THEN I SHALL EAGER WAIT FOR TMR. NEW COMPUTER... no speakers yet... no mouse either.. probably gonna go sim lim buy.... =P...

MUAHAHAHA.. time for the imbalness of playing games to return.

WORLD OF WARCRAFT.

SET ALL GRAPHICS TO MAX..

WOOOOOOO!

On a side note i still need to figure out of the chords for worship.. sucks when you don't know how to play any instruments properly.

EMELYNE I NEED YOU HELP T_T !!! >_>..

Feel bad, always rely on emelyne hahaha.

Let it all.. fade. Pls

2009-09-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

I need more time...

Do I answer to this?

2009-09-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

Do I Answer to this?

To the place, where You'll lead me.
To the days, where I shall see Your works.
To the years to come, where Your glory shall reign.
Do i answer to it?

More importantly, is this true?

Does The Light beckon?
Or is it only an assumption of my Soul.

But if You are, truly.

I will rise, as You call my name.
No more sorrow, no more pain.
No more distractions. All Shall be upon You.
My human spirit, shall reign.
My worldly desires, shall fade.

So, Do i answer to this?

Here In Your Presence

2009-09-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away here in Your presence
All of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display, here inYour presence
Heaven in trembling in awe of Your wonders
the kings and their kingdom arestanding amazed

Chorus:
Here in Your presence, we are undone
Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before You

Bridge:
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way

Somewhere, Beyond The Sea.

2009-09-16T00:11:00.003+08:00

I'm going overseas for 5 days...mmm ! @_@....

Kinabalu !.. Go there do what ? NO IDEA !

well i heard im going snorkeling......though not too excited.... you know, a wee bit aquaphobic... but... i don't mind anyways.... Hopefully maybe i can land my hands on an underwater camera =P.... take pictures haha...

My dad's bring the DSLR... onoz.... how to use @_@... Lawl... nvm.. i'll learn.. slowly... Like i always do.

Well 5 days... gone from Singapore.. HOTEL!!! YAY.. I just love hotels... though i never really get to properly sleep in the bed XD... nvm... Still i like hotels !

Going with Mark And Shaun.. Should be fun... I'll remember to bring cards... i guess.... =P....3 people... mmm play what with cards also dunno -.-.......nvm.. my psp's charged and ready to go.. though i do wish i had a way to play my songs... i don't... so i guess i gotta make do with just my

FINAL FANTASY DISSIDIA.
(English version)

=P !

Okay fine after all that i can say i'm excited... not too crazy about the flight though..

Tiger Airlines aint exactly the best experience you'll ever get (duh).
It's Cramped after awhile...... and 2 hours without water.. okay bas...=P...

Im just afraid i didn't pack enough hahahaha..

O well see you all in a week++++ (as in 27th).

The Song Of Praise, Finally Found.

2009-09-11T01:15:00.003+08:00

This is my favorite song to date...
And i finally found a website with the lyrics for it..

But no one has the chords.. sad haha.

Love this song.

I think i made a video with it before.. but i never finished it...
So i'm just gonna post some1 elses one =).

How Great You Are
By: Philips, Craig and Dean.
(Album: Let My Words Be Few)

A thousand sparkling stars upon
A midnight summer sky
The majesty and wonder of
The ocean's endless tide
And the more I see the more I can't explain
How the One who sets the world in place
Could even know my name
And I'm amazed
I'm so amazed

How great You are, how small I am
How awesome is Your mighty hand
And I am captured by the wonder of it all
And I will offer all my praise
With all my heart
For all my days
How great You are
How great You are
How great You are

A million snow flakes gently fall
Yet no two are the same
For colors fill the canvas of
The seasons as the change
And everywhere I look I see Your hand
Why You would love someone like me
I'll never understand
And I'm amazed
I'm so amazed

Aye......ya-re, ya-re...

2009-09-05T20:05:00.001+08:00

How do you even transpose... i hash(brown) no idea!

How do you make a D go to a G ? I ish clueless!

So what now!
(sit here, suck thumb!)

Nothing There. Nothing Beyond That Horizon.

2009-09-05T01:17:00.004+08:00

There are so many times i really wish things would go my way.

There was something in Toys 'r us today.
The 8 ball.
The one you shake and supposedly it gives you the answer.
I realize.. to me.. it's so... drawing cause it does something.
I think of a simple question in my mind, shake it... and hope one of the many answers (there are more than 6, i think lawl) it holds is something i want to hear/see.

Sometimes i believe we all just ask questions just so we that we can see/hear what we want to see/hear. Just to make ourselves feel better.......

But there are some questions that we don't want to see the answers, even if we know them. Or perhaps just afraid to know.....

When will you die.
How will you die.
?? Maybe those? they don't scare me of course. not much anyways now... guess a little too young to think about it.

But there is a question that has been in my mind for... really long... I won't tell you guys what it is yet.. but.. it's something that must, be answered. If not, there is really nothing beyond the horizon.

The book of Jeremiah says alot of putting your faith in God.

Specially that verse, which is right on my blog wallpaper now.

Jeremiah 29v11.

I think it's a really good verse...One that i always keep in mind to follow.

I tried real hard to.

but, I'm weak, i always have my doubts... which is why the question even exists.

Am I Significant?

What would be;

In a Mirror, darkly.

(For those who don't know what that term "In a mirror, darkly" means... in a literal form, a somewhat opposite view)
[this line is inspired by the King James Version of 1 Corinthians 13:12, reading "For now we see through a glass, darkly"]

This question has haunted me the moment I came out from shadows(Not literal). Note the term. HAUNTED.

It's not a question that pops up.. it's a question that haunts and taunts me. constantly....

what would be in a mirror, darkly ?

What would change if in that place, i was no more. Or perhaps i never came to be..
What would stay the same? What event has been untouched by me? Unaffected...

It is a question that continues.. no matter what.....

Why is it i always feel I'm the last to be remembered?
And the first to be forgotten.From all of those whom I've cared for.

I don't know what's with me and these songs.

2009-09-03T02:03:00.008+08:00

I will sing

A thousand stars above
And You know their names
Countless lives You've saved
Through amazing grace.

And Now I come to You,
with a humble heart,
and a song of praise.

Through this song, I will sing.
"Forever, You Are My King"
All my days, I will praise.
Praise The one who lifted me out.
Through this song, I will sing.
"Worthy, Is the lamb!"
Through it all, I will see
The good You have in stored for me.

A thousand things I've done,
that would break Your heart
countless times I've asked
and You forgave me without a thought.

And Now I come to You,
with a humble heart,
and a song of praise.

Through this song, I will sing.
"Forever, You Are My King"
All my days, I will praise.
Praise The one who lifted me out.
Through this song, I will sing.
"Worthy, Is the lamb!"
Through it all, I will see
The good You have in stored for me.

You know whats silly ? i can't play the whole song for the very fact it's too long and my fingers start to hurt the moment i try to go to the 2nd verse.. lalala...
O yes if you haven't guessed..i was using the guitar for this...... =O...

Doesn't seem complete though.. no end.. bleh.. and the middle seems.. odd..

ah-ck! i dunno......

I found an old stack of my songs.... i tore them.. for the very fact somehow.. ...i don't know.. they seem all very....... poorly done..

(A little bit of a paradox isn't it.. i create them, but i don't like them ? ah-ck??)

This Song, I will sing.

2009-08-31T20:43:00.002+08:00

A thousand stars above
And You know their names
Countless lives You've saved
Through amazing grace.

And Now I''ll give back to You,
All the love You've showed
With my heart.

Through this song, I will sing.
"Forever, You Are My King"
All my days, I will praise.
Praise The one who lifted me out.

Through this song, I will sing.
"Worthy, Is the lamb!"
Through it all, I will see
The works You have in stored for Me.

unfinished....... don't know what to write... bleh.

To be a light In darkness

2009-08-27T01:13:00.002+08:00

All is dim, all are focused....as usual. leaving me >_>!
I dunno WHAT i'm doing !

The days ends one by one
It is inescapable, futile to run.
The darkness seen would grow by day
by night the light would seem to completely fade away.
But there is always a way, freedom of choice
To be a flickering light, so the lost may rejoice.
Everyone in their own way could turn up a light
To fill a part of the world and cast away it's blight
To be one of them should i choose to be?
Or am i to join the crowd, and let another lead?
Am I looking too highly towards myself?
Or Should I Wait, be humble and listen to what everyone tells.
But i guess in passing time everything will change
Which path i take now, would eventually lead to be the same.

I choose light, other than dark,
make life seem like a walk in a park.
Be joyful for what you have around
Cherishing everything you hold every friend, every crown.
Know that all these good things will end.
That eventually all that matters is your faith, must not bend.

A rising sun, till a warrior's end.

2009-08-25T21:45:00.005+08:00

With the day's end
the morrow approaches.
What we can see is only in mind
for who knows what it holds
who know what it spawns.
Who knows what it means.
A warrior's end is anything but joy
It is a sign of Enemies approaching
For it shall never end as there is a rising sun
A new challenge shall await, with a new enemy.
The end is nigh.

poem=> phaiilz..

10 months out of practice... i should continue writing my book.. haha -.-.

okay more effort into it..

The day ends with the morrow in sight.
but who knows what it holds, what mysteries it hides.
What may appear in the morrow's wake
What may cease after dawn breaks.
But one thing is certain, that there will be a test
for there is no such thing as a warrior's rest.
Each new day shall a challenge await.
But it is not of what gold you earn, or spoils you take.
It is of the building of Your Soul, till no one can bend.
With a rising Sun, till a warrior's end.

much better isn't it.

Singapore Assualt Force -SgAF-

2009-08-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

-SgAF-

O yeh, i went out with the SgAF clan members today.. quite fun.. though the lan shop was kinda of a epic fail.. haha.. i'll give time for it to set up i guess.. it's still new so the BF and everything... not set up yet...

We went to play Pool first...... quite funny mainly cause there were 2 tables

The decent table
and the epic fail+noob table..which i was on LOL..

Me and plkslayer made the perfect team... plkslayer loves to hit the ball in.. Me? i keep making it disappear.. make the ball fly out Lawl.

After pool we went to a different Shop.. played BF for quite a while...... got teamkilled alot... thanks to Ace... -.-... wait till i get back at him in game.. lalala.....

Right after we went to fish & co to eat... had quite a talk.. mainly not about games.. more or less on Singapore and other countries.. like sharing views of what's CPF for any everything.... from the Currency.. to the ports that Singapore hold... comparing to other nations....

Talked about the clan's status also.. like passing the leadership down.... or keeping it alive infact... I'm still a BF2142-er.... and i dun think i'll ever ask to take up the leadership.. even though it seems open... o well.. all in all it was fun..

Surprisingly.. one of the members in SgAF is my primary school mate... haha.. how small the world is...

For one, Eugene(Clearwater),Hydriz,XinAi was from balestier hill secondary school.. a year before i entered.

2nd, Eugene lives where Shaun Ho does.......Or least where he USED to live.

mmmm nice nice nice.... o well... lazy to type le.. lggoing off

Worried? Why? Cause i always screw up.

2009-08-19T00:30:00.001+08:00

Aye.. look at these grades..

User Name:

NG WEI HERN JEREMIAH

Problem	Attendence	Daily Grade	Remarks
1	Present	A
2	Present	A
3	Present	A
4	Present	A
5	Present	A
6	Present	A
7	Present	A
8	Absent	X
9	Late	B	To be downgraded by 0.5
10	Present	A
11	Present	A
12	Present	A
13	Present	A
14	Present	A
15	Present	A

First of all know that the school pics the best 13 out of 15 of these lessons. so technically i got Straight As...

You think that me getting straight As means that for tmr i wouldn't even worry? Well.. I can say you're wrong.. I'm still worried cause i always screw up during tests..

Sigh.. i really want to maintain my grade for this one.... and i really hate to screw up..

God help me tmr for this test... it'll help my overall semester GPA.....

TIS TO SAE! LONG HAIR!

2009-08-17T11:57:00.001+08:00

mmm.. i went to cut my hair on sat... it's a lot, and i mean A LOT shorter now.... okay it doesn't look much different mainly cause the other layer is still a little long.. but if you just look closer you'll notice my hair is actually very short XD..

Well only takes like 10 mins for my hair to dry now =P... wheee~~~~

Test this wednesday.. maybe cannot go piano.. sucks >_>... alrdy 2 weeks no piano.. i wan cont my piece..... it's almost complete!!!

2009-08-17T10:00:00.002+08:00

The end of my semester

2009-08-16T19:57:00.004+08:00

Hmmm Friday was the last day of my Web Multimedia module.
We continue by editing the videos we had filmed the previous week.
We're basically suppose to make a short film about the life of RP..
Though my grp went abit off (Lol thanks to me). But i think we were one of the best groups.

We made the class laugh like mad.. and well.. i was basically the main actor -.-.. though i never was suppose to be... I have made sacrifices for this video !! Hope i get an A.

I did most of the editting too.. and i'm the narrator too haha...

Sooo enjoy the short film =E

I entitle it.

THE GREATEST STORY EVER

Anyways....

haven't been blogging much lately.... mainly cause abit lazy XD..
Also nothing new has happened... or least nothing too new.
Just came home from LAN with shaun, ben, mark and my bros.

was playing this game called "Demi-gods"

Quite cool =P.. and it's like dota.. and I ish teh ownz XD.

came home right after... now i'm just relaxing abit.. waiting for this headache to die down.. sigh.. been having alot of headaches lately.... so bad i was complaining to some1 last week.. almost all day =.=..

Aye, sorry for continuosly complaining =.=....

hopefully it dies down..

or maybe see the doctor.. which reminds me i may really consider watching a doctor soon.. my left knee which i injured 2 weeks ago still hurts...... everytime i put pressure on it well.. it feels like a bruise.. and it's still numb..

dunno if it's serious like a fracture or what.. but well.. if by end of next week (which will mark almost a month) it's still the same, i'll go see doctor :P... that way it won't affect my school work.

My exam is this week.....

19/8/2009 (Wed) C208 Understanding Test 3
Venue: W34M
Time: 14:00 <--- not so bad.. got time to study :E

20/8/2009 (Thu) C225 Understanding Test 3
Venue: W35D
Time: 08:30 <--- ZOMG ?!

22/8/2009 (Sat) C215 Understanding Test 3
Venue: W15K
Time: 11:00 <--- sigh....

25/8/2009 (Tue) C207 Understanding Test 3
Venue: W36B
Time: 08:30 <--- ZOMG ?! WTH !!!

Well other than me.. if i'm not wrong..enxuan is having her test tmr?

hmm all the best to you guys =P.

God bless.

... both you and I >_> !

wooo nice score

2009-08-06T00:55:00.002+08:00

O yeh, back to BF2142.... and my old clan

SgAF squad turns the tide and helps win the game by just 4 tickets !

wootz !

Was fun... i like BF2142.. alot of teamwork invovled... 2 men can make a difference(1 man, solo can't make much)....... Talking and screaming on teamspeak ! :E lawl.

school tmr.. sigh.. i feel this Wednesday passed quickly..

I went to CMPB to defer my NS today.. went well of course.. though the irony i'm in the base, and the connection to their own damn website is slower than the one i have at home.. i waited 3 mins++ just for a page to load..

I was completely lost at first... i dropped off redhill.. was suppose ot take bus there.. end up take bus went to Tiong Bahru plaza... then i tried take bus back.. happen to meet Seow Kang, my CLB classmate.

He apparently, just lives 10 mins away from the damn freaken place(CMPB so dang dang .. u lu.. like in the middle of no where one)......He guided me all the way there. Then he waited outside while i went in the get my deferment.. after done he guided me to the bustop too..... Seeing he's so kind, i gave him a can of ice lemon tea (Lol it isn't much, but least it's something)...

Woo thank you God for meeting SK, if not i would 150% lost today.

Ride back home was quick.. Tiong bahru... -> outram -> Little india... didn't go straight to bugis cause the train was crowded.. didn't want to squeeze till city hall =.=.

Met Caleb's mom at outram park. apparently she got back from some Elder's wife meetup thing.. didn't know that exists @_@. o well lalalalala...

12.50am ! Tmr is about cameras. can't wait.....seriously.. i can't wait...............for it to end -.- !

This is my Cry

2009-08-05T02:30:00.007+08:00

Verse 1
You came into my life
You cleared my shadows (shadows -===means---> doubts?)
You came into my heart
You wash my sins away.

Pre-chorus
No words or songs of praise,
Can describe Your holy Name
No Man or Thing on earth
Can replace Your everlasting love.

Chorus
Jesus, You saved my soul
You've Raised me up
And made me Whole.
Jesus, This is my cry.
Never leave my life.
This is My cry.

Verse 2
You gave me strength
When I was weak
You gave me hope
a Light in the dark.

Bridge
You shed Your Blood,
To give me eternal life
You shed Your Blood,
and allowed me to live in You
How Great is my God
And His sacrifice.
How Great is my God
And His sa-cri-fice.....

You Lifted Me Out

2009-08-04T11:40:00.000+08:00

Verse 1
You turned my way
You heard my cry
You turned my mourning into shouting
Sorrow may last for a night
But with the light I am seeing
I am singing

Chorus
You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it’s the anthem I’m singing

Verse 2
Many will see
Many will hear
And find You strong enough to save
Many the wonders You have done
Your light has come, I am singing
I am singing

Bridge
Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will

Alone For once

2009-08-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm apparently this week end my house is going to be 100% empty and occupied by 1 person.

ME !

My parents are going to malaysia for a short holiday

And both my brothers are going to Hong Kong for a holiday also....

So from Friday -> Monday night..

I ISH THE FREE MAN !

SO..

LETS HAVE PARTY AT MY HOUSE LOLOLOL

okay i'm kidding.

though i honestly wouldn't mind inviting ppl over for national day (but honestly. who would want to come aye?)

To hold on To.

2009-08-02T02:22:00.002+08:00

Jesus Messiah

He became sin
Who knew no sin
That we might become His Righteousness
He humbled himself and carried the cross

Love so amazing
Love so amazing

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel
The rescue for sinners
The ransom from Heaven
Jesus Messiah
Lord of all

His body the bread
His blood the wine
Broken and poured out all for love
The whole earth trembled
And the veil was torn

Love so amazing
Love so amazing, yeah

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel
The rescue for sinners
The ransom from Heaven
Jesus Messiah
Lord of all

All our hope is in You
All our hope is in You
All the glory to You, God
The light of the world

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel (Emmanuel!!!)
The rescue for sinners
(All our hope is in You)
The ransom from Heaven
(All our hope is in You)
Jesus Messiah
(All the glory to You)
Lord of all

Jesus Messiah
Lord of all
You're the Lord of All,
The Lord of all.....

I do feel i belong. Somewhere else.

2009-07-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

It's still there... so what was that answer for ? What did i believe in ?

I don't know anymore.

He maybe right........So should i listen to him ?

It's only a while more..... maybe i'll cling on.

Everlasting, Emmanuel, With me Through It All.

2009-07-24T01:13:00.005+08:00

Everlasting God
Strength will rise as we wait upon The Lord, as we wait upon The Lord.
Strength will rise as we wait upon The Lord, as we wait upon The Lord.

Our God, You reign forever.
Our Hope, our strong Deliverer

You are the Everlasting God, the Everlasting God.
You do not faint, You won't grow weary.

Strength will rise as we wait upon The Lord, as we wait upon The Lord.(We will wait...)
Strength will rise as we wait upon The Lord, as we wait upon The Lord.

Our God, You reign forever.
Our Hope, our strong Deliverer

(Yeh! You are)You are the Everlasting God, the Everlasting God.
You do not faint, You won't grow weary.
You're the Defender of the weak, You comfort those in need.
You lift us up on wings like eagles.

Our God, You reign forever.
Our Hope(our Hope), our strong Deliverer!

(Cause You are)You are the Everlasting God(Everlasting God), the Everlasting God.(Everlasting God)
You do not faint, You won't grow weary.
You're the Defender of the weak(You lift us up Lord), You comfort those in need(You lift us up Lord)
You lift us up on wings like eagles.

From Everlasting, To Everlasting
God You are Everlasting.....

Jesus Messiah

He became sin
Who knew no sin
That we might become His Righteousness
He humbled himself and carried the cross

Love so amazing
Love so amazing

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel
The rescue for sinners
The ransom from Heaven
Jesus Messiah
Lord of all

His body the bread
His blood the wine
Broken and poured out all for love
The whole earth trembled
And the veil was torn

Love so amazing
Love so amazing, yeah

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel
The rescue for sinners
The ransom from Heaven
Jesus Messiah
Lord of all

All our hope is in You
All our hope is in You
All the glory to You, God
The light of the world

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel (Emmanuel!!!)
The rescue for sinners
(All our hope is in You)
The ransom from Heaven
(All our hope is in You)
Jesus Messiah
(All the glory to You)
Lord of all

Jesus Messiah
Lord of all
You're the Lord of All,
The Lord of all.....

He'll Still Be There

The Day goes by
and I've done more of
So much that shouldn't have made.

My heart grows weak
oh so weary
But there's still and endless road ahead.

But I Know,
He always be there.

Through it all
He's guided me every step of the way.
Through it all
He's never left me alone
When I was lost, He made me found
I was never alone, or too far outta town
He'll find me again and hold me tight.
Clear a path, and be my Light.
Through it all,
Through it all,
Through it all
He'll be there for me.

He'll be there,
He'll be there.
When all seems lost,
He'll be there..

Through it all
He's guided me every step of the way.
Through it all
He's never left me alone (Never leave me)
When I was lost, He made me found (I was found)
I was never alone, or too far outta town (I was home)
He'll find me again and hold me tight. (I am loved)
Clear a path, and be my Light.
Through it all,
Through it all,
Through it all
He'll be there for me.

Sure the last song is out of no where.. but o well :E.

Water walking ? how bout air walking

2009-07-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

Lol a bug i found in game.. coolio !

i was bored... so i palyed a bit.. and ended up i tried standing on the engine of an airship in WoW.... seems that when the ship move.. i was still standing.. i ended up in mid air ! COOLIO !

2009-07-17T14:24:00.001+08:00

Praise the Father, Praise the Son

Verse 1
O sovereign God, O matchless King
The saints adore, the angels sing
And fall before the throne of grace
To You belongs the highest praise

Verse 2
These sufferings, this passing tide
Under Your wings I will abide
And every enemy shall flee
You are my hope and victory

Chorus
Praise the Father, Praise the Son
Praise the Spirit, Three in One
Clothed in power and in grace
The name above all other names

Verse 3
To the valley, for my soul
Thy great descent has made me whole
Your word my heart has welcomed home
Now peace like water ever flows

Bridge
Yours is the kingdom and the power
Yours is the glory
Forever

I will not be afraid, I will never be ashamed.

2009-07-16T09:51:00.001+08:00

Hmm... this week seems fine.. i've been waking up well... but not really sleeping good... sounds good... doesn't seem logical when i say that does it.. heh.

Cosfest ended well....was a fun time of course..... now i'm just thinking whether to go to the toy con next month..... :O..... but i'm afraid it'll be my exam week.. i'll be like Doh doh doh!

O well school sucks as usual... sigh back to work..

I open my mouth and You speak for me
You move the mountains and roll back the sea

I will not afraid
I will never be ashamed
For You are with me
You are with me

I've seen enough to know
That You're my only hope
I don't want to go
If You're not with me

We open our hands and You reach for us
You are the motion of the universe

Inspires

2009-07-15T00:15:00.001+08:00

The more i look at the blogskin, as in the main picture on top... the more i feel.... calm.... like my worries are gone.. as i reach each and every sentence i wrote there.. it really inspires... a song ? maybe ? but too bad the electrical piano's gone.. can't really make songs anymore. =X. o well.

A few from Cosfest =E

2009-07-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

This was my cosfest team for day 2.

=D

ALL HAIL THE MUSHROOM god ! ALL HAIL THE MUSHROOM god!

@_@ Wow @_@

2009-07-12T09:54:00.000+08:00

Wow. i slept 11 hours ? @_@... wow

Took me awhile...

2009-07-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Took me awhile to edit the HTML codes for this blog... but it's done. And I like it =)....

I gonna use this new blog =P.. just for fun. And just because i dun feel like deleting the blogskin for the previous one.