Man of God.
The Lost
Jeremiah
Singer
Writer
For every Prayer.




From the Inside Out
Phillips, Craig % Dean


Creations.
Church
`Emelyne

`EnXuan

`PeiQi

`Bevan

`James

`Kenneth

`Grace

Balestier Hill Sec
`Huiying

`Jaclyn

`XiuWen

`Hafiz

`Maxim

`NianDeng

`XuePeng

`Zhong Wei

Republic Poly
`Jonathan

`Yong Jia

`Fadhilah

`Li Han

Other Relations
`Anne

`Couz Rachel

`Couz Joshua





Loveless
(Poem)


Prologue (Poem)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I (Poem)
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II (Poem)
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act III (Poem)
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Act IV (Poem) My friend, the fates are cruel There are no dreams, no honor remains The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Act V (Poem)
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


Loveless
(Interpreted)


Prologue (Interpreted)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I (Interpreted)
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again

Act II (Interpreted)
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

Act III (Interpreted)
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again



Wednesday, October 7, 2009
The 2nd day of anew.
New class this semester. But i'm still with 2 of my previous classmates, Tommy and Oliver. I can say that the first 2 days were okay. I kinda slacked today though, perhaps it's because today was too easy and i kinda just felt like not doing.

I made acquaintances in class, just because they're my group members. I guess i should be open, i am probably gonna see a few of them in my year 3 since we're all in SIT-DIT.


O yes and did you know I've hurt my back? Cause of it, not really known. Probably sitting at this chair too much i guess... Bad posture... or maybe it adds up with the push-ups i was doing earlier.
I had already kinda, hurt my back about 2 weeks ago trying to train push-ups. Kinda realized one night it hurt quite bad so i stopped... didn't continue training after that, guess i forgot. But about Wednesday, the back pain came back. And well, it hasn't stopped since then and has only gotten worse. I don't want to see a doctor for this, mainly cause I got my project that's due on Thursday that I just finished.. maybe i'll see the doctor tmr... or on thursday. If this problem persist that is. I'm already taking supplements and panadol to ease the pain. Master of self-remedies I am definably not, but i always try....

God heal me.
God bless me, help me. Like you always have.





I don't think I've ever mention how much I've always relied on God when it comes academically.
I don't think it's cause I'm not academically inclined. I guess i just don't do enough. But i thank God that through so many occasions he's pulled me through.

From Sec 2, He's helped me through every major exam (mainly EoY i guess). He got me into sec 3... then into sec 4. I know I practically was counting on him after i took my O'level papers. I had a good feeling i wouldn't do well, But still i did manage to get through, with 26 points. Yes noticed i bold them, ohno I'm not ashamed of that 26 points. I'm just glad that God gave me enough to get into Poly. And now I'm in RP, School of Information Technology (SIT) And Diploma in Information Technology (DIT).
Many people I know never expected the things that came in their courses they've picked. I don't ever complain about me being in RP (okay i do complain a little bit about the distance, but i dun really care really....) Or what diplo I'm taking.
I'm just grateful to God, he has provided me with everything I wanted. And even though it may not seem the best in our eyes, i know He has his plans for me. No matter how many times I screw up, no matter how many times i fail, I'll still be in his plans. I know it.......


Let me finish my 2nd year of Poly God. I'm not asking you to give me results, I'm asking to help me with my results. I thank you for allowing me to get enough GPA for the previous sem to still maintain a GPA of 2.9 (it's 2.93 now.. was 29.5). Thank you. Help me through another semester again.

12:15 AM
Even If The Morrow Is Barren Of Promises, Nothing Shall Forestall My Return.